Bye ;
Thursday, February 2, 2012 | 4:34 PM | 0 letters
Actually wanted to like screenshot my stats when it had a 9999 views ,
but I missed it and it's now 10231 which is such an ugly number .
Hell to the blogger stats ,
I'm going back (:
Tertiary, secondary and primary !
Wednesday, February 1, 2012 | 1:33 AM | 0 letters
Today's a really awesome day !Went back to Meridian,
followed by Nanchiau ,
then met up some of the six point one classmates and Mdm Pauline Goh for dinner !
Best day of the week I supposed !
Hahaha .
In the morning was late to meet Yanmae at school ;
Didn't set any alarm or what's not ;
so instead of reaching like 9 ,
I reached at 11 instead !
Chatted with Mr Wong throughout ,
and like see how the ninths had a chance to interact with the new kids .
Quite cool !
Chatted with Yanmae too ,
Ninths told her about some problems ,
But it happens between every batches isn't it ,
due to the lack of understanding .
But does it matter ?
It's your orientation and you call the shots ,
No one can or will bring you down ,
So certain unhappy things you actually can don't bother with I guess .
Rushed off to meet Huaan for lunch at nanchiau !
While I was outside nanchiau waiting for Huaan to bring me in ,
I saw Shahnas !
Oh man she's still the same ;
As funny as ever !
Nice lil' catching up with her (:
Ate aunty's local noodle again !
Seriously it's damn delicious .
Jiesheng came after his driving lessons ,
And we kind of just hanged out at nanchiau until it was time to go nex .
So many people went !
Of which many I hasn't seen for six years !
Isn't it long like seriously .
Jiale, Istar, Esther, Daryl, Reuben, Jolene, Eugene, Brian, Brenda, Ravhell, Priscilla and of course Mdm Goh !
So glad and thankful that she's recovered from her cancer .
At least she looks really healthy now ,
Thank god .
Didn't regret taking leave to go for this catching up .
Hahas hanging out with them is awesomely fun !
And so many hardcore clubbers ;
Especially Esther Rachel and Brenda .
Drinkers too !
Reuben tried almost everything on the ntuc liquor shelf .
Being in jc and poly definitely makes a whole lot of difference huh .
Rest went off while Esther, Daryl, Rachel, Brenda, Reuben and I went to ntuc to get some alcohol and fruit juice .
DON'T buy soju !
The taste's kind of bland though it's 20% ,
And in short ,
It sucks .
But the fruit juice kind of complemented it (:
Had fun playing Indian poker and blackjack !
Okay time to sleep I guess .
Work tomorrow which I loathe .
P.S blogging with phone is so tiring :/
In the end, we become what our desires make us. Who we become reveals
what we really desire.
Monday, January 30, 2012 | 5:04 AM | 0 letters
Wow it's like five now and I'm barely asleep. Switched my Tuesday work to Monday ,
Which means I have to work later on ...
Kind of lying on the sofa now, accompanying my brother to sleep in the living room ,
Because he's running a fever and feeling cold .
Nice feeling though .
Shall blog more tomorrow or tomorrow tomorrow (:
Nights world .
"You can have a high or low ethic.
You can be moral or immoral.
The choice is yours.
But if you want to have integrity,
you must choose your ethic and live to match it.
Anyone who wants to lead at least owes it to prospective followers
to let them know what they are getting into."
So sorry, but ...
Sunday, January 29, 2012 | 12:03 AM | 0 letters
Okay shit ,I'm feeling guilty all over now ,
even after talking to Garfield about that issue .
But I guess what she said is true .
Friendship is a mutual thing .
If you never put in an effort to maintain friendships ,
don't place too much hope on thinking that others will remember you .
Sounds harsh and cruel I know .
And no offence but ,
I guess this is exceptionally true between me and you .
Guess you probably know I didn't have good impression of you ever since I knew you ,
and I don't usually like to go out with friends that I'm not close to .
I don't know how to act as if I'm like close to you ,
so I rather not meet up .
But right now I'm feel guilty for I don't know what reason .
Am I imposing my biased views against others to the people around me ?
Guess I have this to reflect upon before I sleep tonight .
Had a great dinner with Cynthia and co .
Got to meet people which I haven't been able to meet for a long time ,
like baolin !
She have been hibernating at home like a rich tai tai !
Hahas ,
dessert time with her after everyone went home was fun too (:
Chatted and caught up a little ,
and thanks for the advice for the dilemma that I'm having .
Still pondering .
Well life sucks isn't it ?
Hasina and Phuay Kia probably going to work till 31st January .
I'm so going to die .
Of boredom .
Gahh someone save me .
My no life's life .
Saturday, January 28, 2012 | 10:11 AM | 0 letters
Can't believe I'm awake at this time now ,so tired !
Every day has been tiring ,
honestly in a lack of sleep ;
need to hibernate like real soon .
Still thinking whether to change my break from Monday to Tuesday .
Should I go for primary six gathering ?
Gahh ,
can't decide .
Great ,
now I have the awkwardness aura around me ;
awkward with everyone !
Okay imma going crazy if I don't go off soon .
Time to work .
Wishing everyone a prosperous lunar new year (:
Wednesday, January 25, 2012 | 2:06 AM | 0 letters
Hope everyone had fun for the past two days !
Reality is going to hit back like real soon ;
for students , school's going to start today ,
while for all the workaholics , work's going to start today too !
My heart goes out to everyone who falls in the two categories .
Honestly think that the holiday is not long enough ;
it makes people rush through everything ,
visiting and all that ,
and even have to worry about the piles of homework stacked up so high ;
Well ,
but one thing I'm glad is I had ample rest !
Even though the whole of yesterday was spent at home ,
slacking away ,
it just feels good to be resting at home .
Whipping up simple meals with Mummy ,
having fun with brother via Monster Galaxy ,
yesterday was really peaceful . (:
During the reunion dinner day ,
there was this period of time which I feel really disturbed .
Like I was actually pitying my father .
One would never have happiness if he doesn't know how to love .
And that's him ,
unfortunately .
To him our family has always been a burden ,
and he doesn't get any enjoyment out of it .
Which on a lot of occasion ,
my heart goes out to him .
Even though everyone looks down on him ,
even though he might deserve whatever treatment everyone's giving him ,
it's really hurts whenever I think about him being not able to be happy .
He turned down going for reunion dinner .
He said he didn't want to go .
At the thought of every chinese family , most ,
are sitting around the table enjoying the reunion dinner ,
and him at home alone ,
playing his pathetic mahjong game and watch teevee ,
I just can't imagine .
I rather he went back Malaysia and had reunion dinner with the rest ,
perhaps he might be a little happier ;
with the warmth .
Sometimes I wonder what are we to him .
Just sometimes I wonder if he would cry if I die .
He's like a lonely poor soul ,
wandering aimlessly on Earth .
I wish I could do something to help .
Kind of funny though .
My father don't want to join us to visit my mummy's side ,
and my mummy don't want to follow him to visit our malaysian side .
I thought marriage includes being accepted by both families and to look after both families .
Still compared the money from the red packets ;
isn't it supposed to be the thoughts that count ?
Sometimes I don't know what kind of messages adults are sending to kids .
But all these ain't deterring me to feel happy though .
I really love the festive season ;
enjoy seeing everyone fit and healthy ;
I think that's what matters . (:
I finished one bottle of 黑瓜子 ,
and I'm on my way to clearing my pineapple tarts !
Oh my god ,
so fattening HAHAHA .
But eat finish 在打算 LOL .
And not forgetting my blueberry cruiser !
It really tastes nice . (:
Cleared two ,
two more bottles to go !
Lastly I'm going to dedicate this song to everyone out there ;
Loved it when I heard it on the TV ,
and it's the old songs that are nicer and closer to heart . (:
新年快乐!!!
Monday, January 23, 2012 | 2:03 AM | 0 letters
新年快乐！
Happy Chinese New Year !
Gong Hei Fatt Choi !
Kiong Hee Huat Zai !
My god Chinese New Year is here !!!
HAHAHA .
So excited to see everyone in new clothes tomorrow !
And continue eating my steamboat too LOL .
Okay I'm envious about the fun that my malaysian family are having !
They unleashed kongmingdeng outside their house ,
so envious !
And firecrackers too (:
Oh well ,
I opened my second bottle of pineapple tarts !
They're really lovely ,
and gosh they just taste so nice !
I'm addicted to them HAHA .
守夜ing now .
It's a tradition to stay up as late as possible for your parents to live longer .
HAHAHA .
But I guess I'm going to go sleep now ,
if not can't bai nian tomorrow !
Somehow end up like a fortune panda or something !
LOLOL .
#random
Might switch back to lj soon .
That's where I belong .
Hah .
(: