Reality is going to hit back like real soon ;

for students , school's going to start today ,

while for all the workaholics , work's going to start today too !

My heart goes out to everyone who falls in the two categories .

Honestly think that the holiday is not long enough ;

it makes people rush through everything ,

visiting and all that ,

and even have to worry about the piles of homework stacked up so high ;

Well ,

but one thing I'm glad is I had ample rest !

Even though the whole of yesterday was spent at home ,

slacking away ,

it just feels good to be resting at home .

Whipping up simple meals with Mummy ,

having fun with brother via Monster Galaxy ,

yesterday was really peaceful . (:

During the reunion dinner day ,

there was this period of time which I feel really disturbed .

Like I was actually pitying my father .

One would never have happiness if he doesn't know how to love .

And that's him ,

unfortunately .

To him our family has always been a burden ,

and he doesn't get any enjoyment out of it .

Which on a lot of occasion ,

my heart goes out to him .

Even though everyone looks down on him ,

even though he might deserve whatever treatment everyone's giving him ,

it's really hurts whenever I think about him being not able to be happy .

He turned down going for reunion dinner .

He said he didn't want to go .

At the thought of every chinese family , most ,

are sitting around the table enjoying the reunion dinner ,

and him at home alone ,

playing his pathetic mahjong game and watch teevee ,

I just can't imagine .

I rather he went back Malaysia and had reunion dinner with the rest ,

perhaps he might be a little happier ;

with the warmth .

Sometimes I wonder what are we to him .

Just sometimes I wonder if he would cry if I die .

He's like a lonely poor soul ,

wandering aimlessly on Earth .

I wish I could do something to help .

Kind of funny though .

My father don't want to join us to visit my mummy's side ,

and my mummy don't want to follow him to visit our malaysian side .

I thought marriage includes being accepted by both families and to look after both families .

Still compared the money from the red packets ;

isn't it supposed to be the thoughts that count ?

Sometimes I don't know what kind of messages adults are sending to kids .

But all these ain't deterring me to feel happy though .

I really love the festive season ;

enjoy seeing everyone fit and healthy ;

I think that's what matters . (:

I finished one bottle of 黑瓜子 ,

and I'm on my way to clearing my pineapple tarts !

Oh my god ,

so fattening HAHAHA .

But eat finish 在打算 LOL .

And not forgetting my blueberry cruiser !

It really tastes nice . (:

Cleared two ,

two more bottles to go !

Lastly I'm going to dedicate this song to everyone out there ;

Loved it when I heard it on the TV ,

and it's the old songs that are nicer and closer to heart . (: