I'm feeling guilty all over now ,

even after talking to Garfield about that issue .

But I guess what she said is true .

Friendship is a mutual thing .

If you never put in an effort to maintain friendships ,

don't place too much hope on thinking that others will remember you .

Sounds harsh and cruel I know .

And no offence but ,

I guess this is exceptionally true between me and you .

Guess you probably know I didn't have good impression of you ever since I knew you ,

and I don't usually like to go out with friends that I'm not close to .

I don't know how to act as if I'm like close to you ,

so I rather not meet up .

But right now I'm feel guilty for I don't know what reason .

Am I imposing my biased views against others to the people around me ?

Guess I have this to reflect upon before I sleep tonight .

Had a great dinner with Cynthia and co .

Got to meet people which I haven't been able to meet for a long time ,

like baolin !

She have been hibernating at home like a rich tai tai !

Hahas ,

dessert time with her after everyone went home was fun too (:

Chatted and caught up a little ,

and thanks for the advice for the dilemma that I'm having .

Still pondering .

Well life sucks isn't it ?

Hasina and Phuay Kia probably going to work till 31st January .

I'm so going to die .

Of boredom .

Gahh someone save me .