People do not die for us immediately,
but remain bathed in a sort of aura of life which bears no relation to true immortality
but through which they continue to occupy our thoughts in the same way as when they were alive.
It is as though they were traveling abroad. ;
Our death is not an end if we can live on in our children and the younger generation.
For they are us, our bodies are only wilted leaves on the tree of life.
ESMJ ,
I don't think you will see this but ,
Fight on , stay strong .
It's definitely a tough period for you ,
but I hope he will watch over you wherever he is ,
and help you to get back to your feet again .
I feel your strong emotions from that post of yours .
How I wish I could do something to help ,
yet it's something that you would have to get over ,
with your family .
It's definitely not the end ,
for he's forever living in your heart .
Now to a place without pain and troubles ,
it may be better for him , in a way .
Really ,
hope you'll stay strong , for your family , and yourself .
Wanna see the real cheerful you again . (: