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Happy birthday SC (:

Monday, September 5, 2011 | 11:18 PM | 0 letters

I know your intent of doing that .

But just stop ,

I don't have to know about what you want to do .

Hmm .

I think sometimes I think too much ,

such that the mood will be like affected negatively ?

Have things to blog about ,

but I should go on to the happier ones first (:

First paper of Prelims today !

The start of our final exam in MJC !

Was kind of looking forward to it ever since two weeks ago !

Hahas ,

having a positive outlook do ease the uneasy feelings ,

especially those that creeps out right before the paper .

I call it ,

cockroaches in the stomach !

(Fyi: it's to 'replace butterflies in my stomach')

Yup so ,

GP Paper 1 and 2 today .

Though lacked of preparations ,

I'm quite thankful that I have 1 question that I can confidently crap through ,

Confident in the content part ,

that I can at least borderline pass it .

Worst come to worst ,

I would probably get a just-fail mark ?

I think having the same feeling as the other time when I did my class test ,

kind of made me being able to relate to this sense of confidence .

But I guess it's kind of pointless to say anything now ,

and the best way is to wait till paper comes back (:

Anyways I loathe the feeling of finding the paper doable when people say it's tough .

Didn't finish my AQ for Paper 2 ,

but the paper seems so much doable than the other years that we practiced .

It seems like I always can't spot my own mistakes .

And I can't spot challenges .

Is it because I'm too complacent ?

Ahh I shall think about it .

Hmm yeah .

And while others mug after school ,

the awesome girls of 10S102 went to slack !

Went to Fish and Co for lunch ,

before heading to Ehub's Kbox !

They sung from 2 to 7pm .

Pro or not ?

I shy , so never sing . (:

End up studying Econs and a little bit of Physics there .

Nice environment !

Nice songs , nice voices , nice atmosphere ,

what else is better ?

But after this I'm officially broke .

Like really , officially .

I don't even have money to eat dinner .

You must be thinking like ,

ROFL HOW CAN SY BE PENNILESS .

And yes , I'm penniless now ,

because I bought my sister's birthday presents .

You know the worst thing is ,

she keeps harping that she wants lego ,

and what I bought ain't lego . (SHE'S A FREAKING GIRL !)

Just today, she called me more than 10 times just to ask me ,

what presents I bought for her .

I had to like pretend I couldn't hear her and like ,

end her call .

You can't imagine how sad I will be tomorrow if she opens the present ,

and says ,

'Where's my lego !!!"

I will seriously bang my head and just die .

Children nowadays ...

Are too fortunate ,

that they think that every thing's so easily attainable ,

without effort ,

without money ,

without any form of exchange .

Like ,

that day when I brought my brother out to buy her present ,

he told me my sister's wish list was :

1) Ipod

2) Laptop

3) Ipad

4) Nintendo DS

Oh my god , I think I should faint ?

When I was their age ,

I didn't even touch the computer ,

let alone possessing one !

I think I'm starting to feel for all the parents out there .

Now this poor sleepy and hungry big sister ,

is sitting in front of the computer ,

waiting for the clock to strike 12 ,

and call her smaller sister ,

just to wish her a happy birthday ,

before she finally can have the rest she needs .

In any case ,

Happy 10th Birthday Sister ! (Like you will ever see this)

Your birthday wish will probably be like

"I want my own handphone / Ipod / laptop soon"

But can I make a wish for you instead ?

I hope you will grow up to become a better person ,

don't learn from me who has terrible anger mismanagement ,

don't learn from er jie who has a terrible attitude and screams at everyone she sees .

don't learn from ah di who likes to blow cow and do nothing but talk .

I think most importantly ,

I hope your attitude will change too ,

for now it's like those 千金大小姐 kind of attitude .

It's bad ,

not for me but for you ,

because it's going to affect your relationship with others .

Of course ,

I will try my best to deviate you to the right course ,

but you need to be thankful to whatever you have now too .

You have to help yourself , before anyone can help you huh .

Yay !

It's 12 midnight !

Made that call ,

lied to her that I didn't get her any present .

Hope she will like it when she sees it tomorrow .

*cross fingers*

You know what's ironic ?

That I never cared much about any other people's opinion ,

and right now I'm so afraid that my sister won't like the present .

Sigh .

Like mankind's vulnerable in the face of natural disaster ,

I think I'm vulnerable in the faces of my siblings .

COOL RIGHT .

HAHAHA .

Okay goodnight peeps !

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