I forgot to say about me getting back my PW results .

Got a B ,

didn't have much feelings for it hahas .

I have no reasons to be sad too ,

cause GQ and KH also got the same grade as me ,

so yup .

And seeing GQ almost broke into tears ,

I won't have any chance of being sad already ,

because he and KH put in much more effort for PW than I do .

So yup .

But sadly ,

Mariel and Erika got C .

When I saw their results ,

my first thought was ,

"We need to cheer them up. "

Even if I don't know them very well ,

but I know that they hide things in them .

So yup ,

I'm glad I sent an encouraging sms to them ,

even though I don't know whether the words will sink into their brain a not .

But I really felt a sense of relief when Mariel replied me with:

"Hi Siew Yan :) thanks so much ...

Thanks for comforting me :)

I've never felt so disappointed my whole life...

that's why I've been upset and stuff... But I will get over it, I promise :)"

Really ,

I never felt more relieved than that .

Then it brings me to my another point .

I know I'm judgemental ,

I know a lot of times I comment without considering how others will feel ,

but I keep questioning myself about Adrian's post .

He said he tried to reach out to every single person ,

did he really do that ?

He said while he tried so hard , and other people like me are just shaking our head and do nothing ,

is it really true to say that ?

I know a lot of times he don't mean what he said .

But once the words come out ,

it's imprinted in other people's mind already .

I can't help but doubt him again and again .

Well on the other hand ,

have been chatting with Ivy more . (:

She's another emoish one ,

and like cause she's high red ,

she's getting very emotional when she hear stories from the others .

Oh well ,

I hope I cheered her up in a way or another (:

It's nice to cheer up other people .

Cause your mood will be lifted too (: