Hmm ,

I think I’m getting afraid of blogging .

Because you have no idea how it affects others ,

when you say some things that are hurtful or very personal – in a bad way .

Of course I scared it will affect those close ones luh .

I don’t really care about the others :x

Talking about that ,

you know I was freaking angry on Monday .

Heard some people going overseas to visit her grandma .

Apparently the grandma was on the verge of passing away with a couple of months’ life left ?

And that person still have the freaking guts to say how boring it will be ?

And that she rather stay in Singapore to mug than going overseas ?

And how she can’t shop over there cause most likely she’ll have to stay close to her grandma ?

Oh my god ,

seriously a fucktard you know .

I really don’t want to dirty my blog ,

but I guess you kind of forced that word out from my fingers .

Where’s that fucking basic respect ?!

I really pity that grandma you know ,

for having such a lousy granddaughter .

Damn ,

I was like freaking pissed the whole damn day ,

just too tired to show .

But she made me realized one thing .

How much I loved my grandma .

Man ,

I think my grandma’s damn awesome ,

and I won’t wanna / will never treat her so bad ,

unlike some …

Yup ,

and trust .

Losing trust symbolize the crumbling of relationship .

Maybe that’s how all my friendship works .

Maybe that’s why so many crumbled throughout the years .

I think it’s just me .

Me more of the many friends’ person ,

rather than sticking to one or two close ones .

Maybe it’s just fated ,

maybe .

I shouldn’t make commitments that I will never stick to ,

I shouldn’t make promises when I know I’ll break it .

Hahas .

Nice lesson learnt .