First of all ,
let me do a summary of 2010 .
Last day of 2010 today ,
to think back ,
how much things have I done in my seventeen years of life .
I think this year was one of the most happening year ,
cause there were a lot of ‘first times’ in my life ,
happening this year .
First time to Subway ;
First time to Swensens ;
First time to Nihon Mura ;
First time to Just Acia .
First time staying in school till as late as 12 midnight ;
First time joining such a leadership & character-based CCA ;
First time having a heart to heart talk with close friends ;
First time feeling that ,
actually you’re not alone at night .
I learned a lot ,
from this year .
Right from the first step I took into MJC .
I met and knew a lot of awesome people too !
Be it from council , class or even some random friend’s friends . (:
But not forgetting my old school friends ,
who I grew closer to only after leaving NCHS .
Hahas .
Well ,
thanks for being there in times of need !
Appreciates that a lot ,
and sorry for not spending enough time with you guys .
What’s enough anyways ?
“Maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets.” -Arthur Miller
This is cool ,
the quote above .
No one will tell me that they never regretted a single thing in life .
Maybe that’s a new lesson that everyone should learn :D
The fact that I have been through quite a bit ,
means some others also been through quite a fair bit .
To this people ,
thank you .
“Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be.” -Grandma Moses
I believed what happened the whole year was what I chose ,
and hence the results ,
and the memories .
Nonetheless ,
who don’t make bad choices ?
I’ve been making very very bad choices ,
but yeah ,
some things are just …
Hard to make a choice .
It’s not like I like going around and screwing other people’s life .
Maybe it’s just the perspectives ,
maybe it’s just the way we do things ,
it makes everything turns out differently .
And the fact that I hate to explain things ,
sometimes it makes things worse .
But okay ,
since explaining some things would be as useless as an apology .
Oh yeah ,
and this year was my slackiest year .
In terms of studies haha .
I think I’ve been playing with luck ,
and it got worse this year .
If not for the awesome teachers ,
and Nicole, Yena & huijiun’s help ,
I won’t have made it up to J2 .
Hmm I think one of the most important thing I spent this year doing was to search for something .
A significance .
I guess I’m still somewhere there yet .
Thanks Adrian , Sylvina and Garfield .
For advicing me what to do .
This may mean nothing to you guys ,
but yeah ,
it helped me found some parts of that significance .
Okay !
There is just too many things going on in my mind .
So I guess that’s all I can type !
I think I need to start crafting my new year’s resolution already .
LOL .