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Hmm .
Thursday, December 9, 2010 | 9:25 PM |
0 lettersI don't know why I always feel down at home .
Not that I hate home or whatsoever ,
but even after not coming home for a month ,
the feeling's still the same .
That kind of indescribable feeling .
I can't identify what kind of feeling it is .
As the year soon comes to a close ,
I wonder how should I start the brand new year .
The year ahead seems so uncertain .
There seems to be a big tied sack over my head ,
and once the year starts ,
it will untie ,
and everything in it will collapse on me .
Orientation .
I don't know how to continue .
I don't know if I should do certain things .
I can't bring myself to do certain things either .
I know if I don't adapt ,
orientation is really going to screw badly .
I really don't know .
No one feels the urgency of orientation ,
that's scary .
How to get inactive people to participate ?
How to communicate well ?
How to make sure everyone has the same amount of work to do ?
How to make sure that Orientation is a success ?
But i think all these ,
as compared to what's happening out there ,
in the world ,
is nothing .
The tension between South and North Korea ,
the conflict between America and China ,
why can't just people live in peace ?
Why must people compete against each other ?
Maybe I should just spend one day ,
sitting down and think .
Think ,
think ,
and think .
I need to isolate from the world for one day .
Just one day ,
to find myself .
You know ,
the other day I saw an old uncle trying to walk with a cane in his weak wrinkled hands ,
and his right leg muscle there is wrapped with bandage .
His skin on the legs are spreading and cracking ,
and rotting .
Diabetic .
Dying might not be scary ,
but ageing is .
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