I like to be the last one to be awake amongst my friends .

Because there's some things that you can only feel it when you're alone .

Yup ,

I like the tranquilty feeling at night though .

Very soothing ,

yet oppressive .

Okay if you're not those kind that reads craps , stop here .

Cause ostensibly ,

someone said he almost fell asleep while reading my blog cause it's boring .

Hahas .

Yup ,

I believed in best friends - those that you will have a special feel towards .

Just ... That kind of telepathic feeling .

And I believed it will last too ,

all my bonds with my best friends .

But after a chat with one of them ,

I realized ,

I was maybe ... wrong .

I'm not a honest person ,

cause most probably whatever that comes out of my mouth hurts people ,

hahas .

Or maybe ,

I'm just afraid to face reality .

It's cruel isn't it ?

When reality struck me ,

it hits like an arrow .

I just found out that the belief that I believed in always was wrong ,

yesterday .

Friendship builds ,

and crumbles .

People whom I thought I was close with ,

now don't even talk to me anymore .

Guys or girls ,

it doesn't matter .

It's all the same .

Time not only create memories ,

it also erase some .

Bonds ,

feelings ,

relations ,

can all be erased by time too .

And even close friends ,

runs out of topics to talk too .

It's kinda ironic to be running out of things to talk to a best friend after not meeting for months .

But yet ,

it happened .

Maybe...